I can't even describe the past three months but after three rounds of the new chemo Nolan will have an MRI on Friday.  This chemo was nothing we could have ever prepared for or wanted Nolan to have to go through. As a mom you want to protect your child from anything and everything that could hurt their small growing bodies but I couldn't do this for Nolan. On top of that I'm constantly reminded that Nolan will never have a chance to grow up. When Nolan was first diagnosed I told myself I would not let fear drive me on this journey, I would let my wonderful Heavenly Father carry us and he has. I couldn't have done any of this without him. I'm going to continue to trust that he is going to get us through these difficult days...

I don't know what to say but I feel We are running out of time and I just want time to stand still. We have had an amazing four years and I hope we have many more but I know we are not promised that. My prayer tonight is for God's will in Nolan's life. Yes, my humanly flesh tells me to be nervous, scared and part of me wants to be angry but all I can do is pray.  Deep down I know what to expect of Fridays results but I'm praying for a miracle...

~Brittany 

When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. (Psalm 56:3 NIV)

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10 NIV)